Empty arms and an empty heart,
My life feels so torn apart.
It's not fair, he should be here,
Oh no there goes another tear.
I never got to say goodbye,
Why oh why did he have to die?

Time has passed, what I wouldn't give,
Just to see my son live,
A minute, a hour or just one day,
I'd give up anything if he could stay.
Maybe I prayed too much or not enough,
Living in pain is just so tough.

There are no words that can be spoken,
To fix my heart it's already broken.
Kindness from a stranger, a hug from a friend,
The love of my family, the pain doesn't end.
I'll miss him grow, I'll miss him play,
Maybe I deserve to feel this way.

Nothing to do, nothing can be changed,
Living without her, I feel deranged.
Racing thoughts my faith deceiving,
It's been a while but I'm still grieving.